My life still pretty much sucks. The boys have gone back to live with their mother and I now only have Beka. I just got a job (read GDI, I hate this crap) at Whataburger working about 10-20 hours a week not by choice, but due to the fact that I have no other options available at this time. Can't be a doctor as I can't stand the sight of other peoples blood, can't be a lawyer as I don't lie to people very well, can't be a cop since I'm an honest person(this goes back to lawyer too)..ahhh well, guess I'm stuck cooking food for minimum wage for people I just don't like or could care less about after all it is a paycheck. I quit smoking yesterday, again not by choice, but because I have no money. I also started my diet yesterday. Today I stopped online gaming(see money problems above) ...no, not that type of online gaming, DDO online my MMORPG. Rebekah asked if it would be ok if she went and lived with her mother for a month. I just said "Do you remember what she was like before you came to live with me, she's still the same person...has been since I met her "...oh, well, I guess some girls have to learn the truth over and over for it to sink in, and since you can't beat them with sticks anymore :)
But the good news is. I am probably going to jail for November, so won't have time to smoke, eat, or game online. Got a letter from the state saying that if I don't pay $600.00 by November 1st, they are going to issue a warrant and put me in jail for 30 days. Since I really don't want to owe anyone else money(and already owe enough people money) I figure I will just do the 30 days. Then I'm going to steal a rowboat and head to Cuba or something. Not really, I'd probably head to PR instead.
So, Happy Birthday to everyone I haven't seen in awhile. Sorry, I've missed them all, but I just can't remember everything anymore.
Drac
Still a Part
1 week ago
5 comments:
I love you. I wish I could help, but I will always love you.
We ALL need to learn some lessons the hard way.
I'm extremely sorry to hear about the financial boat you're in. Sucks. Wish I could do something.
Dude. Life has its ups and downs. I say this to give you hope. Well brother, I'm not a religous man, but I'll pray for you. If I can think of something, I will. Stuck on the other side of the planet is not the best place to help. by God if I can, I will.
The kids will love you no matter what. Don't think of it as a contest. I know your ex-hosebeast, and what a life-ruiner she tends to be. But your children will love her anyway, just like they'll love you. You two, together or apart, are the only parents they have after all.
Dude, chin up. A brighter day is comming. It may be a long way off, but it'll come. I promise.
Love you.
Thanks for the support all, got the money I needed so no jail time for me, but dammit I still want to win the lottery..can someone send me a dollar for a ticket :D
Woohoo! Nice. It's a start. Look at it this way: As the country gets poorer, you'll become comparitavely richer. A little anyway.
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