Monday, October 20, 2008

So.....

My life still pretty much sucks. The boys have gone back to live with their mother and I now only have Beka. I just got a job (read GDI, I hate this crap) at Whataburger working about 10-20 hours a week not by choice, but due to the fact that I have no other options available at this time. Can't be a doctor as I can't stand the sight of other peoples blood, can't be a lawyer as I don't lie to people very well, can't be a cop since I'm an honest person(this goes back to lawyer too)..ahhh well, guess I'm stuck cooking food for minimum wage for people I just don't like or could care less about after all it is a paycheck. I quit smoking yesterday, again not by choice, but because I have no money. I also started my diet yesterday. Today I stopped online gaming(see money problems above) ...no, not that type of online gaming, DDO online my MMORPG. Rebekah asked if it would be ok if she went and lived with her mother for a month. I just said "Do you remember what she was like before you came to live with me, she's still the same person...has been since I met her "...oh, well, I guess some girls have to learn the truth over and over for it to sink in, and since you can't beat them with sticks anymore :)

But the good news is. I am probably going to jail for November, so won't have time to smoke, eat, or game online. Got a letter from the state saying that if I don't pay $600.00 by November 1st, they are going to issue a warrant and put me in jail for 30 days. Since I really don't want to owe anyone else money(and already owe enough people money) I figure I will just do the 30 days. Then I'm going to steal a rowboat and head to Cuba or something. Not really, I'd probably head to PR instead.

So, Happy Birthday to everyone I haven't seen in awhile. Sorry, I've missed them all, but I just can't remember everything anymore.

Drac